The Unexpected.

Have you ever had a stranger in mind for two years? So will you believe in a person would have a stranger in mind for two years?
To me, this is undescribably conceptual. Should I just accept the theory, or consider the practicality?
Is this, what I want?
It is like when you decide to get a pair of Louboutin heels, but someone gives you a pair of Jimmy choo. Jimmy choo is gorgeous, but what was in your mind is Louboutin. It just doesn't feel right even the Jimmy Choo fits perfectly.

What can do with the metal strip on a bread bag?

The answer is you can tie your hair with it! It is better than ribbons and rubber bands! Nic and I were completely amused by the power of a metal strip! Sometimes, innovations and imaginations just come unexpectedly, or when you lose something and desparately looking for another alternative. A business of metal strip is workable!!!

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From time to time, I met roadblocks. I doubt my decisions, my personality, my instinct, my emotions. When confidence fades away, your goals also become shaky..
Thanks my dear Carol, I will always remember what you said.
Thanks for people who talk to me about it, support me, bring me home, give me place to hang, have dinner with me, skyping me.

I love you!

Grey, white or black ?

It has been a while that I haven't updated my blog.
Pens are always better in expression than keyboards.
Flow of thoughts simply works in pens.

It is just like relationship among people.
Face-to-face is always better than skype, msn , gchat, sms, phone etc .. etc...
The eye contact, the facial expression, the brainwave mean much more than words, nudges, smiley icons.
But we all are attracted to and fall into this ever expanding addiction to all communications shortcuts but face-to-face talks.
Not because that it is the internet age, not becuase it is efficient.
It is because, subconsciously, all of us are losing the confidence of trusting people at the first moment of receiving responses, losing our guts to face the most truthful truth, which always reveals itself in people's eyes.
Then we get addicted to all these IM shorcuts because we get addicted to the perfect diguise of the ugly truth and pretty lies, the hollow happiness and solid pain, the serious joke and blissful complaints.
Yes, I am one of those people addicted to the world of hallucination.
But, I want always the truthful truth, happy or sad.
If this world does not only have black and white with tons of grey, I would prefer not to deal with anything greyish black, whitish grey, or blackish white.
Let just keep it, grey, white or black!

Life seems to get back into a more blissful stage. I love just hang out with my friends, without complications, implications, and falsification. When you dare to execute something painful, there is a bigger chance for a happier reward.
Come on.
You know it, from Newton.
Action and Reaction.
They are always in pair.