2010年3月22日 星期一

The break & the reconnection


Two days in Pittsburgh with Joyner.
2 Crepes + free 1 hour zoo tour + lots of food + shopping
Still connected to the world that I am in.
Yet with Joyner besides me
I feel very peaceful and blissful
You remind me of how to be myself regardless of any changes in life

* * * * *
Here is what I want to tell you.
I want to write it down before I forget again.
Do you know which 7-eleven is that first one set up in Hong Kong?
It is the one in Happy Valley, right next to the tram stop.

* * * * *
I used two nights to finish the whole drama.
Suprisingly, I get something important out of it.
There are tons of external factors ( you may say fate, or timing, or geographical etc...), which we can't control of. So instead of pressing so hard to achieve your ultimate goal, the best way is to enjoy the process and this MOMENT. Leave no regret.

*****

Danahall
I didn't remember I liked my 2 year of Dana life in the way I miss it now.
Time only washes away the bitterness, leaving all the good memories in heart.
Never spent time with Nicole one-to-one before.
I am happy that we can talk like good old friends.


In the same way,
I didn't realized I needed this all-girl fun and talk until I met up with all my sweethearts.
I misses Yanyin's big carefree grins, and hope to see those much more next time we meet up.
Sometimes we are all so focused on things we do not have and forget how to smile for the simple happiness.
Cupcakes in Sweet with Yanyin, red velvet finally makes you smile :)
Next time I can bake tons for you in HK!

Shopping and dinner with Jun, my beloved big sister in UIUC.
We talked about Harvard guys, researches, family, love, and everything in between.
Lobsters, laughter, duck tongues, talks.. I wish we had more time together in UIUC in the last two years!
Your passion and smiles always remind me to keep my own goals and strive for success with confidence.
Your weird yet powerful theory between dating and marriage is definitely inspiring!


*****

2010年3月16日 星期二

幸福如履薄冰

When it is like snowflake,
it seems real and attrative its intricate patterns,
but melts and dissolves on your hand immediately.
* * * * *
Spring break, a break for everything.
Take a deep breath, revitalize your soul deep in your heart, and decide on what you want.
Sitting in Kopi, sipping coffee, missing a conversation.
It is not about me.
It is about this connection, this distance, this ambiguity, this intimacy.
* * * * *
Sugar and shit. Seems like an easy choice.
But now, I only want to give up the whole option and make my own option.
* * * * *
Two Months before graduation:
Footbridge competition
IAESTE
Carol
FE Exam
ARC



2010年3月10日 星期三

1000 or 100000 bucks?

Who do you think you are? When you put a limit there, there is no point to strike a balance.

What if?

Call from London after dinner.
What is actually in your mind?
I dare not to think, but I did enjoy every word you said, and brainwaved all the unspoken. Keeping me close to your heart, is your everyday's goal.
A very unproductive night in Grainger after 12.
Qoo and I talked for hours, about family, self, love and everything. Yes, one day, we will be proud to say " We lived".
The silent area in Grainger became the most comfortable chatting zone!
Thanks for seeing the things I see.
Late night food in Mary Ann's.
Wow. I feel like I was at the tip of an ice berg and now starting to see the rest of the vast ice cap. Thanks for this privilages.

2010年3月8日 星期一

誰願放手

When two people are not in the same pace, nothing can be done even they know perfectly about each other.
Once, we hold the same feelings, ssame values, same goals. Things are perfect.
Then, one day we deviate, and never be the same.
Maybe,
the only solution, is to let go.
But, I want to believe in my own memories. And hold tight to it. How about you? Are you feeling the same way? When you do not feel the same way, what is, then, the significance of me keeping the memories?
10 things that you do not know about me Vs 1000 things that you know about me without talking.

2010年3月6日 星期六

When green street shows its real colour.

Best weather of the week!
Woke up by party musics -> talk to chu chu -> good long shower -> steak and shake with chy -> green street tour with chy and nic -> no legend's but starbucks and potbelly.... -> sushi rock -> home skype with mr chua -> party without 1 sip of alcohol -> back home with gong jai min..
My last St. Patrick's day..